I dont, i just think i FEEL messed up today. Sadly everyone is full of issues im no differant from the rest of the world. 

I just trying to jugle a few issues with money and family more than usual atm hence things getting lil stresfull.

But “And why do you think your so messed up?” sounds lil accusing, dont tell me your one of them who ends up having a go at ppl for ranting on their own blog?   Yes my problems seem trivial to some, but never forget issues are relative, there isnt a set standard of how things affect ppl, something that wont phase one person can easly bring another to their nees. This also makes comparing problems of seperate ppl with how it should affect them mentaly in mind is down right retarded. Buuuut im seeing im guna end up rambling hear XD so i will stop.

Long story short i dont feel well or happy, the past year i have felt very differant to the rest of my life and im trying to deal with that.  What helps me is having an outlet for all the shit in my head from one day to next and hence my blog. Ranting the pathetic bullshit on hear helps me deal with shit and not be like that in real life.

But why does you saying ” And why do you think your so messed up?” sound like yours saying something like i cant possibly be “messed up” but if your not my friend how would you know me enough to evan come close to making a coment like that? given that would require intimate knowledge of whats going on in my life. I can count the amount of ppl who actually know whats been goin on in my life and head really on one hand, dont think EVERYTHING gets posted to the internet do you? now THAT would be insane.